Ain't that good

I've finally settled down everything and started my college life. 

Not as what I have expected. I had homesick. I got lost in the campus. I missed the bus and much much more.

Damn it's not as fun as what I thought.

it's just the third week only I already got tons of works waiting to be done. So depressed.

Trying my best to adapt the new environment and bless me I hope I have made a right choice. :X

I miss the old ones. the previous you

Result

I dont get what I had expected. Peoples keep asking and telling me it's already good enough at least better than no A. LOL but I know they are just comforting me. Im feeling ashamed when people asked about it. #theawkwardmoment

so hard to decide what and where to choose. 

The day

yep i dont feel like facing it or I should admit that Im afraid. Just like the previous years. I got dissapointment. Then they got dissapointment.Then I get insulted like nobody business and the 1st time I teared infront of them.

No. Im trying not doing this again.Im feeling nervous. superb. bless me pleaseee :( 6 more days to go. 

Messy

I have no idea what had I done after SPM. Few months passed. People went to study went for parttime work.

I'm just staying at home.Getting lazy and lazy. Had a very great Bangkok trip with the friends and the place was too good to be visit again :D 

had wasted few months of time so I'm looking forward for the life after taking result. Intaking college for sure. But I'm still hesitating about what decision I had made. and now i only understand why my parents always tell me study life is always the good one. I have started got what they mean :(  

blessmeplease. Not expecting anything from anyone anymore.kthankbye

SPM

Hello Hello. It's end of the October now. SPM is coming soon. 3 MORE WEEKS to go.

Which means I still left 21 more days to study. My mom always remind me to study as hard as I can in these days so that I wont get regret when the result is out.

Ughhhhhhhhh too bad I feel that Im now getting lazier and lazier. 

I prefer homestudy instead of going to school :X *mommy keep complaining about that   

I got lotsa lotsa lotsa plans after SPM. Can't wait for the days to come :D

Wish me luck! ciaos 

September

Birthday passed. sobs

there's nothing to do with the day. sobs x2

but feeling glad when receive all the wishes,calls and birthday song. kamsahamida :D

Trial is finally over. yayyyyyy!

how good if SPM ended like this too :0

Im gonna get it soon. thanks mama <3

how good if things never change.

I wouldn't feel so bad.