The day

yep i dont feel like facing it or I should admit that Im afraid. Just like the previous years. I got dissapointment. Then they got dissapointment.Then I get insulted like nobody business and the 1st time I teared infront of them.

No. Im trying not doing this again.Im feeling nervous. superb. bless me pleaseee :( 6 more days to go. 

Messy

I have no idea what had I done after SPM. Few months passed. People went to study went for parttime work.

I'm just staying at home.Getting lazy and lazy. Had a very great Bangkok trip with the friends and the place was too good to be visit again :D 

had wasted few months of time so I'm looking forward for the life after taking result. Intaking college for sure. But I'm still hesitating about what decision I had made. and now i only understand why my parents always tell me study life is always the good one. I have started got what they mean :(  

blessmeplease. Not expecting anything from anyone anymore.kthankbye

SPM

Hello Hello. It's end of the October now. SPM is coming soon. 3 MORE WEEKS to go.

Which means I still left 21 more days to study. My mom always remind me to study as hard as I can in these days so that I wont get regret when the result is out.

Ughhhhhhhhh too bad I feel that Im now getting lazier and lazier. 

I prefer homestudy instead of going to school :X *mommy keep complaining about that   

I got lotsa lotsa lotsa plans after SPM. Can't wait for the days to come :D

Wish me luck! ciaos 

September

Birthday passed. sobs

there's nothing to do with the day. sobs x2

but feeling glad when receive all the wishes,calls and birthday song. kamsahamida :D

Trial is finally over. yayyyyyy!

how good if SPM ended like this too :0

Im gonna get it soon. thanks mama <3

how good if things never change.

I wouldn't feel so bad.

Saturday will always be the greatest day in the whole week. why? You know I know :)



Im trying to refrain as long as I can so that things wont get worse. Wish me luck!

是我太在乎了？
很不习惯现在 :(

希望真的不是我想的那样

Recent

It's been quite some time I abandoned my blog. too bad Im very lazy to sign in :X

there are goods and bads happened recently. that's what life mean for :0
every single things may be the test that lead you to sucess. It depends how you think and treat it. Im trying to be an optimist one. 开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。why not just pass it happily? :)

Sometimes I wish to be a baby. a cute one. they dont have any worries and troubles. *dreaming

see how cute was my lil niece :P

skip off the emo part I just wanna share some happy moments with the lovely one during the pass few months <3

Chakri palace with the cousins *thai food

shop shop shop with the beloved sis <3

Carbonara spaghetti :D

haagen daz for dessert :D

and finally we've visited to Kuantan. I miss you ke xinnnnnnnnnnnn :)

teluk chempedak :)

celebrated papa's and grandpapa's day in Centrepoint. great night with the families <3

the GCB moment with all the beloved friends <3

and I spended my weekend at Genting with my childhood besties *peace

kaiyuennnnnn :)

the only group photo in my cam* love them

and also with the sis <3

Finally the Nan-g event had pass ady too. although not very sucess but I still wanna say WELL DONE ALL THE MEMBERS :D
this was my first time and I gained some experience too.
those who support one,who helped alot one :) thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu :)