Friday, December 31, 2010

new year eve

time passed so fast
the last day of the year 2010
I have alot to say :)

I admit Im a weird person sometimes. my mom told me I am :X
Im not good in communicate with peoples especially stranger
so sometimes peoples thought Im arrogant.but actually Im just shy :)
Im a passive person~ I am trying to change it.

everyone has their own living way
Im not a independent person
so sometimes I might depend much on my friends
In this year.
Im glad that my mom had finally try to think from my way and gave me the best one. she always do. Just maybe Im growing up so I feel this year she's giving more?xD
and thanks for always being kind to us and never blame or give up to us.I'll try my best and prove it to you one day. I promise :)


Perhaps I dont like the way you judge me? but it's okay. at least I knew what you think about me. and thanks. I had become more mature. I said I hope we could be friends but idk why I feel we cant. but still. thanks for appearing in my life.

there's another two girl whom I really appreciate in my form 3 life?
they are same class with me. we are close I think.
we often hang out together and I went to her house have spaghetti. what I still remember. many funny moments we had passed. Im gonna miss it alot.Although we are not close as before and we dont even talk now. but you two is still part of me :) honestly Im happy when she said she miss the moments :')

You are a kind and positive person. for me.
thanks for being a good listener always and giving those good advice to me.
glad to have you,sometimes :P

next. my childhood friends!
we had alots of memorable moments!
I miss them very much.
But I really dont know how to express it out xD
sometimes I hope we really can hang out or travel together more often just like last time?
but I understand we cant because everyone of us have our own life to busy with.
so at least text me when you think of me? and keep in touch yea

Last. I love my gang of friends.
hehe thanks for being my side whenever Im sad or happy.
some of them helped me alot until I also paiseh ady><
I hope our friendship can last till forever :3
let's do our best together for next year's SPM!
it's the last year of secondary school life uh?
Im so glad to have you all :')

Actually Im very care how my peoples think about me.
nahh this ain't about 看别人脸色做人. I just feeling curious and want to know. so what? :P
so do tell me if you are my friend ;)

new year eve,I am going to pass with my lovely friends.

let bygones be bygones
and let's cheer for another new year! :)









Saturday, December 25, 2010

25th Dec

Finally christmas had passed. yea just not feeling very Christmas this year.
no electricity
and our party had to postpone until very late only start. wth-.-
stupid tnb -.-

although the party were not really success but I still enjoy the moments with my friends.
steamboat! :)
special thanks to a lovely friend who organised this in her house :D
so sad didnt took any photo
but there's still another celebration on new year eve right? :)

christmas had passed



and 2010 is going to end in this few days.
Im expecting school reopen. idk why -.-
hahahaha


sometimes i will feel insecure?
Im worry I will lost everything in a sudden because of my behaviour
friendship.family or whatever.






Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas eve

We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year :D

Finally Christmas had arrive
Im not a Christian but I still rmbr I celebrated this day every year : )
went to mom friend's home and exchanging presents,singing Christmas songs together.
and I even try to put my school socks on my bed and expect the next morning there's something inside? wth -.-
But since we growing up to a teenager we are not doing this anymore :X

I remembered every year I will beg my mom to allow me to celebrate Christmas at Genting with my friends.
Because there is just the only one place in Malaysia that have a cooling weather? and im so in love with the atmosphere :D
yea almost every year Im begging since Im form 1 :S
and when my parents not allow I will get angry and mad and gave those stupid idk what reaction. LOL
now only I realize how immature I am and they was just care for me ? : )
teheeeeee : )

this year Im going to celebrate with my dearest friends.
hey Im expecting for it! : ))
gonna have a good and fun Christmas night








Monday, December 20, 2010

went out with mom and sis today
and my sis had bought new school uniforms for next year
Im not buying any new one because next year would be my last year in secondary school
school reopening soon.. omgggggg!
time passed so fast
sighhhh :(
honestly I did nothing in this holiday
and it's going to end soon

Christmas falls on this Saturday but Im still in the blur mode ==
wth -.-
Presents! Party! Food! Besties! :D

and I had a haircut this afternoon
finally i my long hair became shorter now :)
feeling more comfortable and now Im thinking whether to keep my bangs or cut it off :S

opssss!


smile : )



vitagen :P
idk what's the flavour but it's always our favourite

we are just too bored :S

what a mess==

*Recently everyone seems not going too well?
but I trust
everything will be alright soon :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

假期假期
很快就要过完了
在这假期里 跟了几个好久不见的朋友出去聚一聚
感觉不错 :)



正在学习怎样贴双眼皮.. LOL!
我要一双迷人的双眼皮眼睛 可以吗? xD



————————————————————————————————
就是不喜欢那些太现实的朋友
朋友一场也未免做到太明显了吧
不说出来
并不代表我不懂

还有别瞧不起我
总有一天我会令你刮目相看

这个世界就是那么的不公平
每个人得到的待遇都不同

Monday, December 13, 2010

想说
开始觉得不值得了
为了他们而放弃
换来的却是这样的待遇?
可以说我后悔了吗?
但我懂说了也无补于事 :S

不明白

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Therefore,
I would not insist
although sometimes Im quite desire for it ><




Friends are always the best one to be with :)

had dinner with my dearest friends just now
we never gather like this for a long time ady
quite enjoy chit-chatting and laughing around together
although sometimes we have no topic to talk around
because we are not always meeting each other
haha but I still appreciate the every moment when we gather like this♥ :D


and still
there are also friends who are willing to share your happiness or even sadness and keep your secret.those are the best friends : )

expectinggg the trip :X
gonna have a good time : )

Thursday, December 9, 2010

朋友
想说的是
在这十六年里 我遇到了不同的朋友
对好朋友的定义也不断不断地在改变

过去
曾经自以为别人把自己当成是好朋友
还很在意他们的想法
也把自己的心事分享出去
但换来的 原来只是
在背后说你的一大堆闲话
到最后连见到面的时候也不打招呼
或许真的是自己的性格上出了问题?
我不懂。哈哈·

我不是一个很好的人
在别人的眼中 我真的很难相处
但想说的是 我跟我的好朋友们相处得很开心
也许 真正的朋友是会包容你
以及尝试接受你的缺点吧?
想说 现在这样很好 :)
一点也不会觉得拘束
就很简单的聚在一起
也不需要怎样就聊到很开心 :S 哈哈
我喜欢那样的感觉! ngekk:)
你懂我懂 :D

(以上纯属个人的感受 :P)

圣诞节要到了
新的一年又要来了
我要庆祝 我要交换礼物 我要倒数 :D
今年会与朋友度过。期待期待!
还有想说最近体谅到妈妈的心情了
她都有不断地在给我适当的自由
从以前不能与朋友到外玩到现在应许了。
wow~ 谢啦妈妈 :3

现在还是在假期的日子中
养成了迟睡的习惯
黑眼圈越陷越深 ~ LOL!

问题很多。很困扰
我睡不着 :S




Monday, December 6, 2010

Random

went to KL with family and fetch my sis back




Im feeling freaking bored plus free at home ==
what to do what to do? :S

Christmas is coming soon
any planning for christmas celebration? : D
I wanna exchange presents! haha

: )

Im not a patient person.
Im hard to communicate with.
so what? : P