Ain't that good

I've finally settled down everything and started my college life. 

Not as what I have expected. I had homesick. I got lost in the campus. I missed the bus and much much more.

Damn it's not as fun as what I thought.

it's just the third week only I already got tons of works waiting to be done. So depressed.

Trying my best to adapt the new environment and bless me I hope I have made a right choice. :X

I miss the old ones. the previous you

Result

I dont get what I had expected. Peoples keep asking and telling me it's already good enough at least better than no A. LOL but I know they are just comforting me. Im feeling ashamed when people asked about it. #theawkwardmoment

so hard to decide what and where to choose. 

The day

yep i dont feel like facing it or I should admit that Im afraid. Just like the previous years. I got dissapointment. Then they got dissapointment.Then I get insulted like nobody business and the 1st time I teared infront of them.

No. Im trying not doing this again.Im feeling nervous. superb. bless me pleaseee :( 6 more days to go. 

Messy

I have no idea what had I done after SPM. Few months passed. People went to study went for parttime work.

I'm just staying at home.Getting lazy and lazy. Had a very great Bangkok trip with the friends and the place was too good to be visit again :D 

had wasted few months of time so I'm looking forward for the life after taking result. Intaking college for sure. But I'm still hesitating about what decision I had made. and now i only understand why my parents always tell me study life is always the good one. I have started got what they mean :(  

blessmeplease. Not expecting anything from anyone anymore.kthankbye

SPM

Hello Hello. It's end of the October now. SPM is coming soon. 3 MORE WEEKS to go.

Which means I still left 21 more days to study. My mom always remind me to study as hard as I can in these days so that I wont get regret when the result is out.

Ughhhhhhhhh too bad I feel that Im now getting lazier and lazier. 

I prefer homestudy instead of going to school :X *mommy keep complaining about that   

I got lotsa lotsa lotsa plans after SPM. Can't wait for the days to come :D

Wish me luck! ciaos 

September

Birthday passed. sobs

there's nothing to do with the day. sobs x2

but feeling glad when receive all the wishes,calls and birthday song. kamsahamida :D

Trial is finally over. yayyyyyy!

how good if SPM ended like this too :0

Im gonna get it soon. thanks mama <3

how good if things never change.

I wouldn't feel so bad.

Saturday will always be the greatest day in the whole week. why? You know I know :)



Im trying to refrain as long as I can so that things wont get worse. Wish me luck!

是我太在乎了？
很不习惯现在 :(

希望真的不是我想的那样

Recent

It's been quite some time I abandoned my blog. too bad Im very lazy to sign in :X

there are goods and bads happened recently. that's what life mean for :0
every single things may be the test that lead you to sucess. It depends how you think and treat it. Im trying to be an optimist one. 开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。why not just pass it happily? :)

Sometimes I wish to be a baby. a cute one. they dont have any worries and troubles. *dreaming

see how cute was my lil niece :P

skip off the emo part I just wanna share some happy moments with the lovely one during the pass few months <3

Chakri palace with the cousins *thai food

shop shop shop with the beloved sis <3

Carbonara spaghetti :D

haagen daz for dessert :D

and finally we've visited to Kuantan. I miss you ke xinnnnnnnnnnnn :)

teluk chempedak :)

celebrated papa's and grandpapa's day in Centrepoint. great night with the families <3

the GCB moment with all the beloved friends <3

and I spended my weekend at Genting with my childhood besties *peace

kaiyuennnnnn :)

the only group photo in my cam* love them

and also with the sis <3

Finally the Nan-g event had pass ady too. although not very sucess but I still wanna say WELL DONE ALL THE MEMBERS :D
this was my first time and I gained some experience too.
those who support one,who helped alot one :) thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu :)

end of March

I cut my hair. so short :S and my head looks 3x bigger than usual. LOL
but feeling very great after cut it. huuhuu


The weekend
had a trip to KL with my friends for two days. *LIKE LIKE LIKE
all of us going together and it's kinda like secondary school graduation trip :)

went to timesquare’s Cosmo world. LOL
playing inside do help me to save my money. Because I have no time to shop around ady :S
had fun but the games are not really safety to play. I got hurt on my leg :S

with winnie shinyih and peichee :) *no next time for this sit please >< TT

watched Battle:Los Angeles at night. not bad. :)


went to sing k too. wootttttssss really had fun during the moment :D

Im expecting for the beach trip. wheee wheeeee :D


watched the last episode of yongseo couple. OMG Im so sad :(
I dont want they end pleaseeeee

yong hwa ♥

today

played truth or dare with my besties for the whole day in the hall.
omg the punishments were cruel. haha i guess everyone of us having fun?
kinda embarrassed when doing our task but it gonna be a part of great memory for us :D

Sometimes I dont know what should I do when I thought of them. :'(
I miss the moment. but I dont know what to do.
how good if there were no conflicts between us? :S

Appreciate♥

Messy

yayyyy what a nice day. a week of exam is finally over!
although is just a month test but Im still feeling extremely nervous when doing all the exam sheets :S
had a really good nap in this afternoon. bwahahhaha.

am going to a trip with my dearest friends this Saturday.
wheeeeeee. my first time and Im kinda expecting for it ;)

exam is just over and I had started to sticking infront of the computer ady. LOL
lots of dramas and movies I wanna watch. OMG and C.N.BLUE had just release their new mv

Intuition


Yonghwa is still looking charm with his black hair ♥ ♥♥



addicted to this song recently. hands up high high and low :D



gonna have fun in this weekend. ciao ;)

Holiday before exam

it's March holiday now. not really enjoying the week of holiday because exam is just after holiday end TT sobs sobs.

went to Singapore with my family and relatives last Sunday. didnt bought anything because I have no enough time and the things are kinda expensive :(

with Jason

m&m with sis and jonathan

candylicious :D'
many candy and chocolates in the shop. but too bad it closed very early :S

with vonnie

the beloved family and lil Ben :)

we stayed in a village hut at Costa Sands Resort. because all the hotels were fully booked :S
o.m.g.s.o.m.a.n.y.m.o.s.q.u.i.t.o.e.s.
and suddenly you can even see a peacock walking outside your hut. funny

with mummy. Do I look like a farmer? LOL

pretty sis on the beach

beach is ♥

went to Universal Studio too. FUN! that's what I can say. :D

I want to go again next time. with my friends maybe? :D
not really spending enough time inside because the weather keep on changing. heavy rain suddenly and I was on the roller coaster at the time. Gosh!

what I want to mention is the Battlestar Galatica. wow I sit for two times and it's really fun!

enchanted airways
the brothers with the the jelly bean :)

not much photos taken in the trip. I wanna go againnnnnnnnnnnnn :))))))))


Gahhh my holiday just ended like that. gonna start to do revision for exam. *sigh
counting the exam week to end as soon as possible and we are going to have fun in the trip. wooooootsssss! *expecting expecting

10032011

An exception for this year. because it's the last year of our secondary life.
so almost all of us went to the sport day. usually we will absent to school on this day.
I remembered I only joined once before in form 2. LOL
so this year I've joined perbarisan for Saujana this year. hiak hiak!
I wore green baju kurung and had alots of fun with my friends.
we wore traditional costume. took alots of photo. shout for our Rumah.
what an awesome day!

Saujana

with the cutie president-yunning :)

with winnie in Baju kurung :)

with Tzeshin. she looks so gorgeous in Cheongsam :)

with the pengantin xiaobing:)

eeqing:)

Peichee:)

chinhui:)


groupie photo♥

balloon balloon*

tzeshin.eeqing. syamiera.


with tzeshin and shinyih *sweat sweat

I love this very much :3

I'm happy and satisfy with what I am having right now.
although not everything going on as how I wanted.
although not everyone agree with what I have done.
but still, thanks for those whose always being by my side.
I am learning to be a tough person. :)